In death lies liberation

I sometimes fear death What emotions will I display when I'll be breathing my last How will my loved one's react when I die But death has been the only truth of life People can be certain about birth, that can be prevented But death, you try hard, but you can't escape As a matter of history, I accepted my death They don't haunt me. I can't escape death I'll be dying in some time But in those ending hours, I want to lay beside you Kiss you as I had my first with you I would hope, I could spent a minute more with you, And if not, rest myself on your thighs and keep uttering, was my life worth living? Maybe it wasn't, I could have breathed better But I don't regret a day spending with you. It would feel like I'm exaggerating my feelings for you, Maybe, it's true I don't know But what I know is, I've always loved to be with you And the seperation has caused me pain Amidst those separation, I've felt you, Remembered you at midnight while I was drunk Called you multiple times, But you were asleep, I guess. And as I lay down on the terrace, I remind myself of my death, And now they scare me, they haunt me As I see myself seperated from you. -Abhi